Killing me Softly

In the words of a broken heart

It's just emotion that's taken me over

Caught up in sorrow

Lost in my soul...

- Bee Gees (Emotion)

Life has such a way of throwing you a curve ball every now and then... doesnt matter most of the time, but when it is a real important game and you dont catch it... you're out and it's gameover.

The worst thing is... sometimes you feel so close to the trophy - you see it, envision it, live it, and you know you're gonna take the baby home - but darn those penalty kicks! Life's unfair!

Breaks your heart into a million pieces... and you just dont know how you're gonna carry on; you dont know when and how you're goin to heal... or if you'd have the stamina or the faith to wait for your next chance. Sometimes the pain is so overwhelming that you stop feeling and stop hoping for another trophy in your life. It sucks life outta you and leaves you with this vast emptiness in place of where ya heart's supposed to be.

Where's the one voice that tells you everything's going to be alright???

Show must go on. Sometimes you end up playing another game but most of the time you keep thinking of the trophy that was meant to be yours! You knew it was this close! But now it's gone.

Hurts like Hell - like a billion daggers piercing you - will I survive?